Hi All!
Got my contact lens today...
I was taught how to put it on and take it off...
It was so painful, but the moment I got both eyes occupied with the lens...
IT WAS SO COOL!!!
Thank you my family for encouraging me to buy it...
I was really reluctant as I knew that was really painful...and troublesome...
Somehow, the feeling was quite okay...
Just that I need to get used to it...

Anyway, I had a Chinatown trip with three Japanese Interns...
Mai-san, Aoi-san & Natsui-san...
At first, I felt a bit pressurized as I seldom converse in Japanese...
Later on, I found that most of us got the same interest so I was really happy chatting like as if I'm a Japanese guy..hahaha...
We went to Makan Place to have our lunch first...
We bought quite a few stuffs for them to try...
Then off we went to Chinatown Heritage Centre...
They were quite amazed by the things in there...
Then later we headed to City Hall as they supposed to have a meeting with a few graduates...
But we headed for Esplanade to let them have a look and take more pictures...
Later we went to Suntec City (the meeting place) to take a look at the Fountain of Wealth...
When all were tired, we went to our main meeting place which is the StarBucks...
Had lots of chats and laughter, got to know more about that...
We really had a great time!

Got to go le...bye...

As you all can see that, I had removed majority of links...
Reason being, I don't want my blog to be in such a messy state...
Make it simple...that's what I think I can handle...

Even since coming into poly life...
There wasn't any freedom for me...
When comes to modules, oversea trips...
My house financial couldn't support me to do so...
Indeed, I was very disappointed...
But there's nothing else I could do...
But study...

Joining of so many CCAs isn't what I really wanted...
All I want is to sing, play & dance...
But all these require too much of my time...
All I wanted to achieve is to have fun in these 3 components of music...
Don't know whether to move on or retreat...

Got to go le...bye...

Hi Everyone...
Anyway, this is for my sister...
Somehow...I don't know how to say this but...I care for my sister a lot more than any other girl...
Yes...we chatted a lot when comes to a time when we felt that we haven't been chatting for a very long time...
Troubles, sorrows, hatred...
All these were just like a gun/cannon war...non-stop...

Somehow...sometimes...I would feel a bit sorry for her...
She would somehow suffered for some reasons...
And as a brother, sometimes, not being by her side, is just guilty...
There were lots of thanks, but also lots of sorries...
Thanks for all the companion...
Thanks for being by my side...
Sometimes, even really thank you for your examples for this stupid brother of yours...
Somehow, mummy will see your effort and compare with me...

Sorry for sometimes, still fight with you for small, little little things...
I still recalled how we used to fight, really physically fought...
I do still recall my strength of how I used to hit and beat you...
You would also fight back...
I also recall we argued and quarrelled real loud in the house...
Those memories were sometimes funny, but also at the same time, it's really hurtful too...
Also there were lots of things that were being initiated by you...
Birthdays, celebrations...whatever...
I would sometimes felt that I'm always the one being like that, which made me feels that the heart is not with me...
For that, I want to apologise as well...

True, I do had lots of friends whom I know in NP...
But none were close to me...
Problems will always be kept in my heart...
When I speak about my troubles, I would tend to feel that my friends are just listening, and not hearing...
And might thought that I'm attracting attention...
But having a closest sibling won't feel that way...
That's why I want to thank you, sister...
We always had lots of happy chats...lots of sorrow chats as well...

You are in the midst of your 'O' Levels...
Yet I can't help much...
Recalled that last week, you were about to go for your Maths Paper...
You were still studying...you asked for my help...
At first I thought I could help...
In the end, finding myself being stuck, whatever I've learnt had left my memory and I couldn't help much...
For that, I want to apologise...

Now I really see that you've grown up and initiated lots of things...
You even found a job before your 'O' Levels ends...
Mummy used this to compare with me again...
See how initiative you are...
How sensitive you are...
Sometimes, I don't believe in younger siblings surpassing the elder ones...
But how I see an example of it...
Being a useless brother, I'm sorry for that...

Recalling the time, you were surrounded by 13 girls, just directly in front of the police station...
You were beaten up, I wasn't there to protect you...
Instead, when I reached the police station look for you...
I wanted to scold you...
But I couldn't...
Sorry for not being able to support you...

There's much more to thanks...
But there're others more to be sorry for...
But whatever happens, I'll still love you as a brother...
Thank you for always being by my side, Sister!

Girlfriend? (:
No, I'm Cruyff's Sister in fact.
Well, I stole my brother's laptop & blogger to use today, and yes.
I went into his blog as I felt something isn't going right for my brother recently.
I'd grown up with this fellow for 17 years, I can sense if he's happy or not.
I seldom see him at home, like me.
I wasn't at home too, we were both outside and come home late.
My brother wasn't happy at home, too.
He often get reprimanded by the family, he often get scoldings.
He just didn't like it.

I pity my brother, I felt that my brother should deserve better.
He's unlike me, I'd a big circle of friends.
Sometimes, I don't even have to trouble to find someone to talk to.
I don't even have to think who I should look for.
But him, I know no one is really there.
I really understand him.
I felt heartache when I read his post. I felt like crying for him.
There's once I remembered very clearly....
My brother provoked my mother and she started to throw everything on his table all over,
he cried so badly that I still remember how I shed my tears for him.
He's my beloved brother, whom I often bullied and joked with.

He protected me, he love me, he care and concern for me.
I'd never once stop loving this man whom felt neglected by his friends.
I told him my secrets, he told me his too.
Although I don't read his blog often, I don't come over to his blog.
But now as I read, the hurt is so deep that I can actually feel it.
Kor, I'm always here for you...
Like I said, we're a family...
I'll never leave you alone,
if you ever felt lonely, I will be there to accompany you...
if you ever felt like crying, think of the stupidest thing I'd ever done.. =x
if you ever need a shoulder to lie on, use mine(although not fleshy and comfortable)...
if you ever need someone to whack you, I WILL BE THE MOST WILLING TO!!! =P

Brother,
DONT GO NS LEH, I WILL MISS YOU LEHHHH! ):
I love you, my beloved brother...

P/s:
OI!!!
DONT CRY AH :DDDD

Hi everyone!!!
It's been a month...
Sorry for not being able to update this blog...
Anyway, I resigned my Sakae Sushi job like 2 weeks ago...
And I'd just finished my temporary street surveying job...
See if I have any more luck on jobs for the next 2 weeks...
Needed money badly...
Because of the surveying job, my colleagues and I had not been sleeping well...
Really damn tired...
I really just wish that I can complete my education asap...
I wish I can complete my Japanese and Korean studies on my own...
So that I can teach...
Really sian...
Sometimes I don't like about vacation break is like that loh...
Seriously cannot take it already...
I need some sleep...
Hopefully in the near future, I'll get to blog again...
With much energy...

Got to go le...bye...

It has been 2 weeks since I join Sakae Sushi...
But I'm still kind of screw up...
Scolded by Manager...
Upset my colleagues...
Still not familiar with the menu...
Sometimes, I feel really stressful about this job is that, you have to memorise the menu with the descriptions so as to explain it to the customers...
Another thing is, I don't mind facing the customers' 'face', I do mind looking at my colleagues' 'face' and their attitude towards...
People who understand me will know that I'm soft and sensitive by heart...
Once anythings come towards me, you won't see me smiling for the rest of the day already...
Just like today, Yan Suan 'confronted' me again for my mistake...
I know I'm very careless...
It has been 2 weeks and I couldn't afford to gives excuses or make any mistakes...
But I'm still a human here with tolerance...
I had once confessed to Irene(Manager) before, of all colleagues, Yan Suan is the only colleague whom I really cannot take it...
Although in general, almost all female colleague...
Yan Suan to me, is just arrogant...
I had also asked Irene about changing of location...
She advised me to stay...
Now, I felt kind of tired...
Feel like quiting this job and look for another one...

Raymond, Qin Shu, today is both of your last day...
Both of you are those best senior colleagues I've ever had...
It's really such a pity that you both are leaving for NS...
Especially the both of you, have been very patient towards me...
I know, on my 3rd day of work...
I got complained by customers...
I really want to thank Raymond for the console...
As I almost cried in front of Irene...
For Qin Shu, thanks for all the teaching...
You have really been very patient to all my 'nonsense'...
I want to wish the both of you, enjoy your NS, hope we can meet again!

Another Best-Pal-Colleague is Zack...
Both of us are still trainee for lots of stuffs...
And everytime, both of us will leave our work place together...
And always feeling very happy chatting with you...
And you're the youngest of us all...
Sometimes, I just find you quite an interesting/tough guy...
You're schooling and working at the same time...
And you can cope with your work so well...
Somehow, you're the one who can listen to my problems and chat about it...
And I really thank you...

Somehow, I'm still considering another job...
Better environment, an environment that is not so stressful...
But thinking back...
This job is being asked by my father...
And I'm working for my survival for my next semester...
And this is one of the highest pay job which I can find...
I can't afford to let my parents or myself down because of certain mistakes...
I've got lots of things to learn...
Though stressful, stomach is the cause for what I'm doing now...
I'll try my really best to memorise the menu asap and won't let myself down anymore...
がんばります！！！

Got to go le...bye...

It was like a heavy news to me...
One of my favourite BoyBand, Dong Bang Shin Ki(DBSK) had just got disbanded...
Due to the lawsuit case with SM Company...
It was such a total waste of talent...
To be truthful, I started to like this boyband like last month(?)...
And in only just a few weeks, it got disbanded just like that...
I've been listening to their music and my interest of learning Korean is also because of them...
I'm not gay, please...haha...
Just that seriously, I like their music really, really lot...
Now they're disbanded, it's just a total waste...

Blame who? The SM Company of course...
I really pity their story...
Work so hard and yet...
Come to think of it, it's better...
As their fans, we want them to be happy...
Creating their style of music, and not music creating them...
Which is just wrong...
I'll still continue to listen to their music...
I'll still pursue my interest of learning korean...
I'll still watch their past dramas...
Sometimes, I'll tend to feel disappointed, but as long as they're happy, as their fans, I'll happy too...
Wherever they are, I want to wish them all the best...
Whether they are continuing into entertainment industry or other fields...
If they want to patch, under different company, it would be better...
But I can tell that, all of them are very tired, be it physically or mentally...

I think this actually somehow tells people that, before you go for any auditions, look at the details first...
Don't get yourself ended up like H.O.T, DBSK...
Heavy schedules, lesser pay then expected in a year, do more than what you should be doing...
And getting yourself fighting a lawsuit for freedom...
I think that's really a tragedy...
People wanted to be chosen for a certain audition, whether to pursue career or interest, wanted to famous, gain fame...
Somehow, I think that people like them have to be mentally prepared...
Interest like this ofter comes with heavy prices...
It's not that you can't, you can, just to tell yourself, you are prepared...

DBSK signed a 13-year contract...
It has been 5 years plus since they first started...
It's a good thing that they voice out, at least they don't get to suffer anymore...
Another thing I felt quite sad is the brotherhood between them...
From my point of view is that, they like close brothers...
Now they have to be disbanded/separated...
Seriously, I don't know how would they be feeling right now...
As for ChangMin and Yunho, who are staying, it's just puzzled me that they're willing to continue in SM...
For what reason, I do not know...
Of all members, only JaeJoong, Yoochun & JunSu complaint...
The 5 of them are willing to be disbanded so easily, I was just wondering (if at the same time) that the relationship between the 5 has gone worse...
I mean, I hope not, just that too many things had puzzled me...

They are such great singers, even if they're going to be working alone, I think I'll still support them...
Just that all fans around the world have to take some time and 'digest' the fact that they have disbanded, but will still continue to support them...
It's very cruel, but what can we do?
Life is theirs, not ours, we can't choose for them...
I mean, you don't want to see your idol(s) suffering under such conditions, right?
When it's time to let go, let it go...
In the past, there were also numerous boybands/girlbands got disbanded...
Just that, perhaps, DBSK is one of those 'special' cases that they were more outstanding...
I think fans who supported them are like crying for them now...
For a guy who support boybands like them, will be like "WTH", "Darn it"...haha...
I have a friend who did that...
Anyway, DBSK, I wish you all, ALL THE BEST!!!

Got to go le...bye...